nooooooooo

i g for a facial and come back bald… well that’s how i feel anyways. why oh why did the lady touch my eyebrows? i had such good eyebrows too and now i’ve got like nothing… it’s really scary and frustrating. i sure hope they grow back soon… like tomorrow-ish soon otherwise i’ll just have to stay indoors till it grows back T_T

over my head

have you ever felt like what you were doing- or should be doing is the right thing but you just don’t feel happy doing it? or have you ever met someone and you just knew that they were perfect for you since they have a perfect character, a great family- everything, and really you should be happy, but it’s just not what you want?
that’s how i’m feeling right now… maybe i just have to think things over some more but i’d really apreciate feedback^^

the wedding date

i just finished watching this movie^^ it was so good! see now why can’t i get a guy that’s more to my liking? (well i know that it’s because the guy has to be to my parents liking too since they think i’m like 15 but that’s besides the point) when will they realize that i am old enough to make my own decisions? fine they can voice their opinions, but not to the point of… well whatever, i’m so not even going to get into this whole “shalom” buissness…

feel like so

so it’s been almost two weeks since i started working out with a trainer and i’ve got to admit it’s worth it! even though she’s probably borderline sadistic, i know i sure wouldn’t have lost 4 pounds already without her pushing me
her- so how do you feel?
me- like i’ll die if i do one more
her- ok 3 more then
it’s always 3 more! why>?
also, i’ve been regretting that i sold all my pullips since now i’m just left with wigs and LOTS of clothes, so i think i’m going to get 3 (one pullip, dal and taeyang should do it)