I Lost T_T

i didn’t win the red midnight crossing…i fell asleep and the bid went for 500 yen more than i had bid. JUST 500 YEN! i was soo close! but it’s ok cuz i was re-arranging my momokos and they are already pretty squished up there on my shelf so one more would not have been such a great idea. However instead i went on a clothes fetish and bought a lot (now in hindsight i wonder why i felt that i had to spend that money one way or the other?)